BlogMas 2019 Day Fourteen - Qi

Hello.

There are a certain kind of days to persist through, which change us as humans. Although, life-altering, there should be a special place in hell for the reasons all of us have had such days, inanimate or not. These happen to be the kind of days which you have to wing unescorted, regardless of how badly you itch for someone to just be present for their lenity. These also are the days, the degree of which really help you in registering certain relationships that are paramount for you to guard, for life.

Energies, and connections work brilliantly, in that case. 

It's not an indubitable thought that your emotions will always work in tandem with your energies, to accommodate them. But they'll never work against it. If you're alone, it's because it's elemental that you're indispensable for yourself first. Looking back on the days in the past decade, or so, which I know have positively changed me as a person, the only inference I draw from it is how grateful I am that I was unintentionally in hermitic, thankfully not ascetically - but there's always a vitality to it. At times like these that the law of attraction seems completely bogus. But, I've learnt that our needs are not a justification enough for us to have anything we're seeking, right then. I've positively had times when I'm dwelling on someone, and their name just flashes on my phone screen; and positively also had times when I've not, no matter how much I'm in need of that person or how hard I try to speak to them, or get in touch. If there's something that's clotting your way, don't push too hard. When you're really ready to be in need of someone, it'll be unescapable for you to be on your Pat Malone. It is, forever, isolation that compels you to go forth, with intent, longing, and everything else in between. It is also this isolation that constantly has you feeling. It veritably is a struggle to learn to disregard what you've always regarded, but trust your energy - it's your body's foolproof reverberation to let your mind have what is vital in the moment.

More tomorrow. Until then.

Artist: Lienke Raben

Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas,

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